Saturday, October 29, 2005
the day!
wow... saturday! sabay ulit tayo! i said once before that the first time we see & talk with each other was the most memorable moment in my life... but this day is different... this day is full of emotions... joy, fun, excitement, fear, coincidence, spark, name it... its like a lifetime in just one day...
as usual, we waited for each other in the bookstore... i am not really a superstitious person but it surprised me that we wear the same color of shirt... and i felt something good will happen... another coincidence happened pa pala, nung time na we bought our food sa 7/11, some familiar song was playing... i told that to her, and we both laughed... that was my cue... i really have to do something that day...
it was still early for us to go home... and out of nowhere, without plans that are set, i asked her to just go along with me... we ended up realizing that we are on the baywalk, just in time for the sunset... we just walk, talk, pop in a cd or two, and mock peculiar people...hahaha! (evil laugh) and do anything else in between...
as we talk, i brought up again our subject last night (the telekinesis thing). i first asked her if she knew what i was thinking. she seemed confused and still can't understand what i was talking about... but when i looked at her directly in the eye... it was that moment, that the spark came... i immediately understood what she was thinking... she knew all along what i felt... she just needed the confirmation of her doubts... and that was it... the confirmation came... it was as if we were talking not with our ears and lips, but in our minds instead... we didn't have to actually talk, we knew what each other felt by just looking in each others eyes... but we knew that wasn't enough, one of us should talk... i asked her a lot of questions, and none of it was actually answered... but i didn't care... i was sure and confident enough...
there were times that she asked me if i was sure about my 'feelings' and in fact she still have her doubts about what was really going on... but at the same time she was also overwhelmed that that feeling is enough for her to be reassured.
our talk was still casual eventhough what was really going on is a bit mushy and is full of passion... i even talk while munching on that crap, and she does the same thing... we even laugh at ourselves when we hear 'overly-dramatic' or teleserye type of lines from each other... i remember myself saying "i'm not asking you to say something, or do anything, or actually feel anything... i love you and that is all that matters", after i said that, we both laugh hysterically...
i walked her home still feeling the bliss with each others company... and we held hands as we face the blurry future that was ahead of us...
posted @ 12:00 AM
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Friday, October 28, 2005
telekinetic
haaaay! tanghali na ko nakauwi from the trip last night. ang sarap matulog...
... we talked til' morning again kahit we both have classes the next day. i remember myself asking: "kaya mo bang basahin ang iniisip ng isang tao? kase alam ko na ang mga girls malakas ang pakiramdam..."
she didn't understand what i am talking about... so the subject faded and was changed out of nowhere...
*of course what i am thinking that night is how much i like her, and wanted to care for her... or possibly love her...
posted @ 12:00 AM
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
simula...
dami kong dala ngaun sa school, isang malaking orange na sports bag na may lamang towel, brip , mga damit at electronic communications & systems book ni tomasi... 2loy ang swimming kahit subrang lakas ng ulan... di ko pa inakala na sobrang dami pala namin na pupunta... halos buong "better" ata kasama at halos mapuno namin ung sta.cruz, laguna bound na bus...
tatlo ang may b-day... c kit, c "borgy" (di 2nay na pangalan), at c martin... di ko rin akalain na may mga chic pala....ahem! (bawal ka!)
saya!!! subrang dami ng pagkaen at alak maganda pa ang place... nga lang onti lang nainom ko... sayang lang pag sinuka mu... kea lang nasuka pa rin aku... waahhH!!! ang hina ku tlga sa granma chka empoy... hehehe...
matagal na 'tong planong toh, kala ko nga ndi na m22loy... kahapon lang aku ulit nasabihan na tuloy nga...hehe.. saya!!!
*bus pa lang iniisip ku na cya... tinatanong aku nila sid, kung bat dw di kta cnama... sbi ko... 'sang buwan cya magpaalam pag ganung mga lakad... hehe...
subrang miss ku na cya... di kame mkkpgusap ngaun... huhu... ni text nga di ku magawa... umaga na nung na-text kta... suri... hehe...
halos tanghali na kame nakauwi... magdamag lang ako natulog pag-uwi ko sa bahay... swerte ko...ala na 'kong pasok...wawa ung iba... meron...hehe...
pag-sapit ng gabi... nakausap kita... an tagal natin nag-usap... halos 4am na tayo natapos... kahit tahimik lang minsan... at mejo naging seryosong pahapyaw ung paguusap natin eh mukha namang masaya ka... kaya naman ang saya-saya ko rin... hehehe... haaaay... what's next?
posted @ 9:58 PM
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set phasers to stun...
napagusapan namin kagabi ni x na aantayin ko cya sa bookstore after ng klase namen...merong konting kaba, kase ndi ko na cya natext cmula kagabe, wala naman akong malimusan ng text ng mga oras na yun... pero buti na lang, sa tulong ng onting patience... bigla cyang sumulpot sa mata ko at napanatag na ko...
wow, sabay ulit kame! strike 2!!! magjjam pa kame... amf! exciting!!!
jam kasama ka?! di un pumasok sa isip ko... hahaha... basta...arms-folded, lips-zipped lang ako...
nga lang... di natuloy... reschedule next wednesday... hehehehehe... ayus lang... nakasama naman kita... natikman ko pa ung pulboron mo... tsalap! enge ulet!!!
ang yabang ko... nde... proud lang!!!
thnx Nix & Sid sa paalala... ovrnight swimming daw pala kame bukas... hehehe... treat ni keith jorge... huwaw!!! kaya lang ndi na ko makakapag-dala ng chic... good-boy-mode ako ngaun... hehehe... at dahil sayo toh x!!! haaaay...
sabi nga ng TBS "it's love, it's love, it's loooooove!!!
eto ung isa sa mga araw sa buhay ko na di ko makakalimutan...
theme album:
TBS - Where You Want To Be
posted @ 1:11 AM
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prequel...
eto na ba yun? ahhh... dito ka na maguumpisa?! ayus! malufet!!!
posted @ 1:04 AM
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