Saturday, October 29, 2005
the day!
wow... saturday! sabay ulit tayo! i said once before that the first time we see & talk with each other was the most memorable moment in my life... but this day is different... this day is full of emotions... joy, fun, excitement, fear, coincidence, spark, name it... its like a lifetime in just one day...
as usual, we waited for each other in the bookstore... i am not really a superstitious person but it surprised me that we wear the same color of shirt... and i felt something good will happen... another coincidence happened pa pala, nung time na we bought our food sa 7/11, some familiar song was playing... i told that to her, and we both laughed... that was my cue... i really have to do something that day...
it was still early for us to go home... and out of nowhere, without plans that are set, i asked her to just go along with me... we ended up realizing that we are on the baywalk, just in time for the sunset... we just walk, talk, pop in a cd or two, and mock peculiar people...hahaha! (evil laugh) and do anything else in between...
as we talk, i brought up again our subject last night (the telekinesis thing). i first asked her if she knew what i was thinking. she seemed confused and still can't understand what i was talking about... but when i looked at her directly in the eye... it was that moment, that the spark came... i immediately understood what she was thinking... she knew all along what i felt... she just needed the confirmation of her doubts... and that was it... the confirmation came... it was as if we were talking not with our ears and lips, but in our minds instead... we didn't have to actually talk, we knew what each other felt by just looking in each others eyes... but we knew that wasn't enough, one of us should talk... i asked her a lot of questions, and none of it was actually answered... but i didn't care... i was sure and confident enough...
there were times that she asked me if i was sure about my 'feelings' and in fact she still have her doubts about what was really going on... but at the same time she was also overwhelmed that that feeling is enough for her to be reassured.
our talk was still casual eventhough what was really going on is a bit mushy and is full of passion... i even talk while munching on that crap, and she does the same thing... we even laugh at ourselves when we hear 'overly-dramatic' or teleserye type of lines from each other... i remember myself saying "i'm not asking you to say something, or do anything, or actually feel anything... i love you and that is all that matters", after i said that, we both laugh hysterically...
i walked her home still feeling the bliss with each others company... and we held hands as we face the blurry future that was ahead of us...
posted @ 12:00 AM
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